the abode of self
is a conjurer’s magic
rabbit from a hat
a twister of mental wind
mighty, roaring self
regard for others
so difficult for this self
clinging to itself
fledgling Blue Jay
seems bewildered to be
in the world, what
a peculiar urge
to leave the nest, without
a second thought
to do, and do and rest
in a place where
every moment is
a kind of birth canal
squeezing us out, into
the next, and for what
—to do our best
Young Blue Jay photographed June 28th, 2018, in Galveston, TX where they are said to be somewhat rare.
I’ve always a weak attachment to food
In the kitchen I’m an interloper, mending fences
A field hand to the duties of my own appetite
But here I am, bare feet on the linoleum
Rudimentary gut signals begging for nourishment
Appear to me as cravings for salt, or sugar
And I keep feeding this fount of desires
Rolling up some scrambled eggs in tortillas
While outside, a white-winged dove coos:
Who? Who? Who cooks for you?
Device low on cat hair
Please replenish residual deposits
On drum and all paper paths
Drum access door is open
Cat box need cleaning
Cat food bowl low on
Most expensive prescription kibble
Money can buy, please replenish
Cat maintenance scheduled event
Not detected – Cat unhappiness alert
Cat nap disturbance alert
Sanity alert – high levels
Of human dignity detected
Increase attention to cat needs
To maintain dignity levels
Below cat-required thresholds
Human in cat’s favorite chair detected
System critical alert
Human malfeasance near peak levels
Cat not petted in right spot
No purring detected
Green—your enamel face jars the moping daylight
and the dried brown grass with a shrill
but cheerful alarm, saying: wake up
and for goodness’ sake, get dressed.
Green—the billboard announces
as if the color were a destination
or a product we might buy on impulse
and then carry home in a monogrammed bag.
Green—the verdant pause, a break
room where one can find respite
from all the angry reds, the bright
persistent yellows or those
ever pleading lavenders who always
seem to want something.
Green—like ice cream for the eyes
on a hot afternoon, after we had exhausted
ourselves with mischief and horseplay.
Green—my favorite Crayola as a child
until I dumped you for blue and then
later on, my eyes would become
lascivious, multicolor, a dirty old man
with a harem of every hue.
Green—the color that leaf sprouts
and grasslands always get exactly right
but paint pigment usually screws all up.
Green—the show of restraint
against the gaudy splash of dandy
your unrepentant husband, his
Peter Max coat of Technicolor primaries
your mate, the male Painted Bunting.
Green—the very blessing of St. Patrick
himself, on that one day when proud Irish
Catholic men can get away with wearing
Kelly dinner jackets, and the beer
and sometimes the rivers too.
Green—you are the very essence of golf
unbeknownst to the powerful men who
crave the silence of those eighteen bladed mounds
and menacing sculpted hazards, who simply cannot
wander around in meadows without a goal
or a tabulated, gaining reason.
Green—the background felt of every
gambler’s dream win, the card counting
blackjack hopefuls and the pool sharks
the dicers and rounders, your
deep forest aura shining through
the smoke and the bourbon spills.
Green—the color of envy and
the envy of colors, no doubt
and clean, clear shallow seas.
Green—I hear you speak
in your adorable chromatic accent
of the multiplicity of colors that
hide silently within the spectrum
like wildlife unseen on a forested hillside
when we see only the blanched white
of fence boards in sunlight
or a galactic spread of trees.
(Photo: Yes, this is an actual billboard on the East end of Galveston island. I noticed it the other day when I was out there looking for exotic birds. I photographed it knowing that someone would soon ruin its astonishing simplicity with some message or another, and thinking to use it as a prompt for a poem. As you can see, if you made it this far, I got a little carried away.)